RIP MDE

i decided suicide
i saw the few people who cried
and i thought the wells of life had all dried
so i came back for one more ride

still no one was truly on my side
but i no longer needed to confide
something buried deep inside
that i no longer needed to hide

since birth they give rules to abide
but things are different since i died
none of there rules no longer applied
this new life is only mine to decide